I've been missing for a while now. I'm just incredibly tired. I'm working on my thesis, yet it feels like I'm going nowhere fast. And when I'm not working on my thesis, I'm really not doing anything at all ...because my brain just shuts down and I can't write nor do anything productive. These days I'm in a state of feeling much like a zombie [it's the most appropriate term to describe my state of being at the moment].

Today is also my brother's bday. And we bought him a pretty decent [and by 'decent' I mean good quality but pretty bloody expensive] chair. I hope he comes back from work with ice-cream in an obscene quantity.

And I think that now I shall take a nap. Because I got stuck with my work and I'm tired and I can't focus anymore...but fret no, this happens to me daily. Well actually, I should fret and you should fret with my by association :3.

It's so pretty outside. It's sunny and warm, maybe a bit too warm for me but that's okay, and the birds are chirping and there's a slight cool breeze roaming through the tree crowns and it feels just so damn pleasant, but on one hand I am looking at pictures of Bucharest and Mangalia during winter and it makes me miss the snow and the cold and the eerie nostalgia. And I am sitting on the same old couch finally writing on my thesis, gulping down on mineral water as I am trying to get rid of my Cola addiction and my mind is really fixated on that fizzy drink. And I want to get out so badly, but I know that I have to sit and write, because if I were more responsible all along, I would have more time right now to enjoy the simple pleasures of life. Catching up with Bishie, as she is going home tomorrow ...and I haven't seen her in such a long time. Going home as well, as I've been home only once since I started my 2nd and last semester. Going to the movies, since this is the perfect time to waste it watching a silly movie on the big screen. Anything but sitting on the same old couch and writing on a thesis that's giving me headaches.

And I can't believe it's all over now. This past Friday was my last official day as a student. And I spent it in a rather pathetic way. Waiting for the professor in the hallway, as he was one and a half hour late. Talking to my sister about Diablo 3 on the phone, because as much as I tried in these past three years, I failed at integrating myself. I either pass as the weird kid [I still don't get it what is it about me that passes as weird] or I don't pass as anything at all. And then the professor butthurt us. I am doing amazingly bad this last semester, at some courses anyway. At other courses I do amazingly well.

But I have to get back to my writing now ...and gazing out the window. It's really so pretty outside.



The coordinating professor for my thesis is the same one that almost failed me on my last project, as my previous project was the best I've ever written and he was too expectant of me. Impressive amount of pressure x_x

As everyone who is reading my blog can see, I've been missing for a while now. Well not that much actually, but still.. I don't even recall what I was doing the last time I updated my blog. I had some exams in between and they kind of sucked. Well actually I sucked at them mhmm. And right now I should be studying for my exam tomorrow. It's my last one as well *pressure pressure*. And after this last exam, I can finally start working on my thesis properly. I even went to the Goethe Institute and borrowed some books, and they're piled up and collecting dust so nicely so far :3.

And I am currently stalking the Blizzard site, waiting for some new updates on the release date of Diablo 3 ...so close yet so far away. They updated though, with a new class [Demon Hunter], and I have to admit that the trailer in particular looks much better than their previous ones, graphic wise. I know, my love for the Diablo franchise is unhealthy and I am a total dork bla bla bla ...I kind of hope that the game doesn't come out this month or the following month, or I will most likely fail with my thesis x_x.

But now my break is over, I must get back to studying. Happy happy joy joy x).