Let me start this post with my favorite word. FUCK
I really don't recall if I mentioned this or not but starting this semester I have to take my third language. And we, the students, also get the privilege of choosing the teachers we want to study under. Except of course that my section isn't the teachers' cup of tea and so most of them withdrew themselves from our section. And we only have a handful of teachers in the whole section. But here's a fun fact, the teachers are paid double to attend our classes than they are to attend the philology section [if you didn't know, I am part of the Applied Modern Languages section, which is translator and interpreter in one]. And it doesn't just end with the teachers. The secretaries yell at us or throw us out and we have to bring them flowers and chocolates just to tame them a bit. Yet it never happened the same with the philology section. It makes me wonder...
Alas ..here's the biggest shit we received from the university. The philology section has practically all its students under budget. They need to have over 400 credits to be under budget. It doesn't even matter that said students passed all their exams or not. The applied modern languages section has around 10 students under budget, out of over 100. We need to have over 620 credits to be under budget. And it's not even 10 students per language oh dear god no. There are 4 students from French, one from German, one from Russian and some other. And if it happens for one of them to fail an exam, buh bye budget.
And the classes are so tough. Now that the third language will be added, I don't know what to expect from there either.
However, I have no regrets that I'm in this section. Regardless of all that shit. They can just suck my chibi penis.

Now that I am calmer ..I'll go drink my tea. It's called Vanilla Kisses. So sweet, huh?

So today I got all my results. I passed all my exams, some with even surprising marks. Guess I'm not all that dumb the others peg me to be. And by others I mean my I-lost-my-last-neuron-I-declare-it-dead classmates. A bit of misanthropy with a touch of condescending manner and you get me :3. I'd rather be alone than waste my time. Albeit there are some I get along with.
I had a different idea to follow though. Lars and the real girl is an entertaining, sometimes sad movie to watch. Mostly it left me disappointed at the end of it because it creates an utopic understanding society where everyone has a role in curing the socially inapt person. It's a sweet movie to watch as an alternative to reality.
This is heading towards depression. I ponder on futile meaningless things too much. Bad juju ._.

My classes are so far so good. Some are even non-existent since the teachers decide not to come. Kanji got a blog x), I'll put his link in the sidebar. Now I can stalk him better.

I miss their Blitz era. heh..

Being in Bucharest with no internet made me watch Hellsing, Wolf's Rain and Welcome to the NHK! all over again. I remembered that the latter was pretty fun to watch, except that it's actually pretty sad. A bit way too melo-dramatic in some parts but alas, never mind that. I should have watched some horror movies instead :3.
さ
び
し
よ。

"Here's a lullaby to close your eyes ... goodbye
It was always you that I despised ... oh well
I don't feel enough for you to cry ... goodbye"

Okay, so it's clear that my mood is going downhill. Ich bin total enttäuscht.
I got my class schedule today. This semester I am learning with two professors that represented a nightmare for me. I also failed the exams for those two. But it wasn't my fault no no. They're definitely out to get me -paranoid-

@ Kanji: Tetsuo is basically a man turning into a machine. His pen0r becomes a drill machine, his fingers shoot lasers and such. I couldn't watch it until the end, regardless of my bad movies addiction. Be serious man ..Okay so you had a blog before. You could make one again. It's not like I have more readers so shush.

I stole this from Vanina. Doesn't really have a point. Maybe just to see how one thinks. This reminds me, I have yet to do Deann's Random 25 on facebook -_-"

a. art, anime, alcohol.
b. black, book.
c. cat, cherry.
d. dahlia.
e. eclectic.
f. "fuck".
g. game.
h. hands.
i. iPod, Ignatieva.
j. Japanese, jeans.
k. Kato, Kawasaki.
l. lollipops, literature.
m. music, manga, Moskaluk.
n. numb.
o. original.
p. pi, parkour.
q. queer.
r. rabbit.
s. snake.
t. theatre, Towell.
u. utility.
v. vodka, violoncello.
w. words, wine.
x. I pissed my brain silly trying to figure this one out.
y. yamakasi. [Ich bin in love ever since their movie came out *__*]
z. ZZZZzzzzzz.

Guess this is it. Tschüß ~ \ ( ^ o ^ ) / ~

I finally managed to close the bank account, pay the fees for "losing the ID card in mysterious circumstances" and just today I got my headshot. Just for spoilers, I look like a junkie. I had to look either like a junkie or a homeless. So my goal is achieved anyway.
Otherwise, I'm just couchpotatoing myself through this vacation. And eating sweets. Never forget the sweets. Speaking of sweets, no words needed:



@kawn: O__O is the same with O__O ..I was being sarcastic at my own inability to make a more proper comment. Ah so the Japanese and moi have something in common. Dashing x). I am seriously falling in love with Mally. She's so dorkish. And you're right ..they really seem chibi exist trace. Hehe.
@Kanji: Riiiiiiight ..like my blogging has some sort of existential point to it. You can do it You can do it *cheers*. I really do wonder sometimes what the fuck they are thinking when they make such movies. STAY AWAY FROM TETSUO. Seriously. It's beyond mortal understanding. Flatliners is pretty good. It had an interesting point to it.

It's a blizzard out there again. So I'm stuck indoors watching movies. Japanese people make the best fucked up movies. Tetsuo I: Iron Man. Tokyo Gore Police. Meatball Machine. Grotesque [which is unrelated to the book Grotesque]. Seriously ..what the flying fuck? They make these great movies, like Dog in a Sidecar or Always: Sunset on Third Street or Crows Zero -wink wink- and then they make wtf movies. It's like, they're equally genius as they are ..disturbed. I think o.o

Alas, I discovered this band through Aya Kato. I mentioned in the prior post that my mind works in mysterious ways. But it doesn't apply in this case -_- .. Aya Kato did a CD cover for them. Heh.

I'm thinking in such homosexual terms at the moment. It takes Omi smiling, Naoto talking and Mally dorking around. This is what I'm talking about. Okay so their part of the interview starts around 3:00 but it is full of awesomness nevertheless. I bet you dear kawn knew about this already. Maybe I should spend more time checking what else is new with them instead of doing what I usually do. And that is watch a movie, go check wikipedia, find all sorts of interesting stuff [and it goes like the following]:

An American Crime --> Ellen Page --> Hard Candy --> VAST ~ Pretty when you cry --> Don't look now --> Flatliners, which is odd because I just watched Flatliners the other night. I also watched An American Crime and Hard Candy some nights ago.

I work in mysterious ways.

Today is bullshit. I'm especially bummed about mom spilling my Coke in the sink just a few minutes ago. And my sister siding with her. It's okay for them to have guilty pleasures but not me because Coke is bad for me. Leave my Coke aloneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee -sob sob-
Now I'm sulking and listening to some instrumental work of Dornenreich. Ah whatever, I'm probably talking alien when it comes to bands.
For the moment, I'm waiting for Akumu Tantei 2 to load. It will probably be lame, but I love those kind of movies anyway.

@ Kanji: well not exactly forgetfulness ..but more like ..bad luck? Okay I don't know what to call it but yeeeh you get the point. I am on vacation right until Valentine's Day =)). Yes I know I really fail at keeping updated with the blog T_T. But heeeeey .. what about you? Blog? -battles eyelashes-
@ Kawn: aaaaw -hugs- yeeeh .. From now on I'll try to write more often. It's okay bishie. Sometimes even I don't know what to say, which you probably figured out from my awesome "O___O" or "O___O" or "-nosebleed-" type of comments. =))
@ Vanina: I didn't really wanna fuck you beibi but you're pretty when you cry. Am gresit versurile, nu?

Hihi no one is reading my blog anymore.
So here is what was on my youtube suggestions. I have to say .. it's rather bad. But I do give them props for their Hard Candy impression. But it's still bad.
Here is "Red Riding Hood meets pedophile" in a more interesting and creepy story.



I'm bored x)

Apparently I really fail at keeping in touch with these blogs. First my laptop died and I had to format it. Then my internet stopped working. Then my last exams just brainfucked with me but it only resulted in my IQ flushing down the toilet. Yes it seems that I am bullshitting but unfortunately for me it's the tragic-comic truth. Tragic-comic. Huh ..that's a bit over dramatic. Other than that, I got my wallet stolen. With my ID card, student card, bank card and a shitload of dinero. I was on the way to the bus and I realized that hey ..my wallet is missing. After the shock came hysteria and then onwards with the lulz. It definitely runs in the family. Dad lost money. Mom lost money and literally broke a laptop. My biggest brother lost several phones, got his bicycle stolen, he forgot his backpack somewhere and got his wallet stolen. My middle brother got his wallet stolen. My youngest brother is a good boy and saved the family honor. My sister got her phone stolen and got a fine on the bus some weeks ago. And now moi *battles eyelashes*
And fuck, now I ruined my vacation. Now I will have to spend my days running around the town to get my ID card and my bank card. And give a police statement. Fun? Double fun? Triple fun? Of course not.

Mooooooooo~

I was being all serious business today, doing my deutsches Glossar and then my sister called me. The main university building is on fire. You know, with fire fighters, smoke and panic HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA -falls off the couch-. I think it's wrong to laugh at such a matter. Ah well.
I watched A tale of two sisters and The Uninvited ..well actually I watched a whole lot of movies instead of doing something more productive, like ..let's say study or maybe even show myself on msn. But those two movies disappointed me. I guess with all people saying that A tale of two sisters is the greatest horror movie, I had big expectations. But it's more like psychological than horror.
Tonight, after I've finished doing my share of the day for my deutsches Glossar, I shall watch Inkheart. Just hope that it will bore me deeply and motivate me to appear on msn.

@Kanji: for me it was my whole family. My brothers and my sister loved the books, so they kind of made me read them too. And then they played the movie on the tv and la la la. Dreams should really have a meaning of some sort, right? Or so it is said. But sometimes I'm amazed of what I dream.

Just due to this I am downloading Dune, when I should really be studying for my upcoming exams. But Dune is way too awesome. I remember when I first saw the movie I was touched by the creepiness of it ..and generally the bad quality of it. Guess that's when I started liking old sci-fi movies. But until the movie downloads, I guess I could ..study ..some ..more. -resigned-

@Kawn: yeeh I think it's more embarassing when you dream about going naked to school or something like that. If one ever did dream that. But really now. Although I did dream some other stuff even more odd. And it would be easier to learn at school if it were more interactive or something like that.

Of course I get distracted from learning for my exam --> http://badassoftheweek.com/
With some more specific examples: a one, a two, a three, a four and even George Orwell =)). I am full of lulz.

The story goes like this. Yesterday, when I started learning for my Deutsch Civilization exam I was informed that some student [who is not even our group leader] talked with the teacher to postpone the exam. To which the teacher agreed to, because she thought we ALL agreed to it. Some angry emails later, some more responsible people decided to talk with the teacher to NOT post-pone it and have the exam tomorrow, as we ALL agreed to in our last class. As we were clueless to when the exact date of the exam is, we went today to the uni. Of course the teacher didn't show up so we all went home, checked our email and ta daa .. the same student talked with the teacher to change YET AGAIN the date to this Wednesday. When others, including me, have another exam. But now the teacher is pissed. What the fuck is wrong with some people? Do they really get a kick out of complicating people's lives? Fucking ignorant bastard.

But want to hear something oddly funny? I had my first jrock dream. Or I think it was my first. But not really the point. You'd expect that it had some sort of hentai touch, right? Much to your and my disappointment, but in my dream ..I pissed my pants in front of Kaoru and Toshiya. Odd and disturbing dreams. I think no one has them like I do. I'm so awesome -spazz-

@Vanina: heeey, you're supposed to play it too.
@Kanji: I played that game so many times. And I discovered that when I'm tired and hungry, I have a better visual memory and get better scores. 29 eh? I scored 28 on my worst hehee. L-love? *battles eyelashes*. And I like that song from L'arc en ciel too *___*
@Kawn: the chocolate is delicious. Really yummy. But I don't want to rub your nose any further. I keep playing that game. It kind of makes me want to get better scores. If only I had this motivation at the uni @_@

Okay okay I get it. More updates. So ...3rd exam down and I should really know how many I have left. More importantly, I should know when I have the other exams. It pays not to pay attention during classes. Well that was a bad choice of words. Wasn't even funny.
Oh yes Kanji, I love it when you talk like that regarding pwning washing machines -wink wink-. My prize was the Galler chocolate [although the washing machine and the chocolate were totally unrelated..]. Chocolate snob? Of course I am.

But here's something my dad sent me. Does anyone else want to wreck their brains with this game? Yes, I definitely frustrated myself with this game plenty of times. Still didn't get the age that I wanted. Bummer.
Press start, wait for the countdown, look at the numbers and then press the circles where the numbers were in ascending order. And it should tell you how old your brain is :3. Have fun.