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A long time friend of mine gave birth today. To a girl. I wish I could say "Congratulations" in person, buuuut .. yeah.

I should be doing my homework, but I cannot concentrate ...and it's bad. To be honest, everyday I wake up in a general state of depression ...and it's bad. I don't even know how to write this to make it sound less pathetic than it is. Maybe it's not as pathetic as I say it is. I just don't know anymore, it's all messed up.
I just need a hug and a lie that it doesn't rain everyday. But all I have are two of my brothers and a friend of theirs drinking silly. I suppose alcohol will do

fade out again